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secrets whispered on the wind hateful things said, hurtful things done never accepted, never loved it's all just dust in the wind pain inflicted upon her purposefully disrespect on her body and her mind her thoughts didnt matter its all just dust in the wind words spoken of him never fitting in right he hated to live its all just dust in the wind a common belief nothing really matters out of the billions we're just dust in the wind He cares about it all every spec, every problem every word, every tear, to Him, its not just dust in the wind

take me home, wherever that is. i'm tired of being strong. i'm tired of pretending. i dont understand why- this is so hard maybe… maybe its just me...

He told her he loved her to the depths of his soul he told her she was his princess forevermore he told her she was special more than roses more than jewels more than anything in the world ALL LIES ALL DIRTY LIES if he loved her, why did he leave her? if he loved her, why did he go? if he loved her, the Chasm-separating her-from him-would be nonexistent. but it was not it existed. it existed forever just like his lies just like his crimson lies.

The world is spinning my head is spinning i'm so confused once you loved me now i don't know once you were there now i'm alone you speak to me in ways that contrast how you act words pounding like the blood in my head from the mouths of those who have spoken do you understand?? I sure dont... What's going on around me i can't even tell lies stirred in with truth while life stirs in with death these words cut me like a knife crimson love pours from my heart scarlett life pours from my soul do you understand?? i sure dont i'm so dizzy... falling and screaming i'm so dizzy... dizzy and confused.

When you're in love somehow you know your heart beats so fast and hard your breath is quick and short i was in love once those kisses were so sweet but sweet can turn bitter you kissed me with your bitter kisses to me-bitter is true to you-it is so few well, i hate you your pain is sharp your tears sting my eyes like needles i was spinning spinning so fast -that's how love is you cant see where you are you can fall I have fallen fallen hard...have i

trembling, i try to keep it all in i have to nobody would ever understand they could never know all the hurts form the past are like scars all over my heart how could anybody do what he did i wonder sometimes if anyone realizes knows cares they say they show they do sometimes tho i just want to scream it out break down and cry

Huddling in a corner hiding from the world crying im so alone can you see me?? i long to be with you i wish you could see how i feel i pulled away not wanting to get hurt now i am alone pulling away i see myself so small in a dark corner does anybody hear me crying?? they are standing right next to me yet they dont notice me i'm crying! i need you so much i love you but you hurt me... why?? how can i love you?? i dont understand it so ill just hug my knees and cry

Completely alone-he felt those that surrounded him only showed the hate from the dark pit of their hearts bleeding crying wanting just to be with his Father the only one who felt the love towards him he wanted so badly the pain he endured so great spit and blood... two things he knew so very well by now blood and bruises covered him yet he still loved her his bride that hated him that kept walking away her hate kept driving the nail deeper into his skin more blood more spit more pain now another nail pierced him that nail was her sin now so sad he lay there waiting until the end bearing the pain of yet anothe

Etch my face into that grey stone don't forget who i am don't forget the love i gave dont forget the life i lived dont forget my words dont forget my smile the smile that made you so happy etch my name into your heart and smear it with blood so you dont forget the pain you brought me etch my heart in your memories of the times we spent together goodbye i loved you goodbye dont forget me goodbye dont forget me

Agony Despair i am hopeless there is no alternative for me where can i go but nowhere in this hell what can i do but suffer and cry out in pain you dont know Agony this is real this is Agony save yourself! cry out to HIM before this hell gets a hold of you before Eternity lets go of you this is my eternal damnation This is Hell

New and Improved I purchased body wash recently.  I've been using the same brand for quite a while.  While in the shower one morning, I noticed (as I hadn't before) in the corner of the label on my body wash was a little yellow tab, which read 'NEW AND IMPROVED'.  This puzzled me for several reasons. The scent of the wash was the same as always. The texture and color were the same. The result was the same.  I was clean, my skin was smooth, I smelled nice.  My day went on. I didn't notice any "new improvement".  Even after I knew my wash was somehow different, I still didn't take note of any change. The same can be said about us.  Many C